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Very tenacious and danger prone person, don't come near me, will pull you down or unfortunate events will befall, whichever is earlier.
I know what i want, has my own set of rules and tend to think 3 steps ahead. checkmate!
People say that i think simple, thats what i want them to think or perhaps whats what i am. Things tend to be simple when u have your own rules and mindset, don't you think so?
I like to get things done, and believe that the best way to do so is to do it by yourself. I only believe myself.
I perfer to think problems I encountered as a kind of game or performance, with me being the spectator asking both the players, 'what will you do?'. Things are much easier to solve if you are not involved, and the process is much more enjoyable, doesn't it?
Like maths, hate politics. Maths is the only thing that seems logical nowadays. Somesay politics is a kind of maths, mathematically speaking.
I only hesitate when i'm uncertain of being able to complete the task perfectly. And in a way, creating more problems by not trying. That is something i'm working on, hopefully.
I only hang around with people i feel comfortable with, and will not even talk to those otherwise... unless it is necessary for me to achieve my goals that is.
Someone once said,'curiosity doesn't kill the cat, boredom will'. Thats why when i feel like doing something, i'll do it, in my own pace that is.
Live dangerously with me... ...
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Saturday, August 27
seven swords
Went out with qr today to watch seven swords. Come to think of it, i have never met up with my njc friends since the last time we met during our collection of results. Too bad wj got something on, else it will be fun to meet up today. Chat quite a few hrs while taking our time enjoying eating kfc. It had been quite sometime since i've take my time to eat and chat comfortably. Especially for this week, everything was just so fast moving that i can't really stop to take a breather.
Seven swords is a very interesting movie. Quite action packed but some parts were really sad, in particular that part where the korean lady died. All she wanted was to go home, to have someone to believe her and to live like a human. Nevertheless, within the day when she thought that there was still hope for her, she was betrayed and died horribly. The show reminded me how dark this world can be. i heard it was orignially 4 hrs but was cut to 2 hrs. Thus it really made me wanted to find its book to read.
As i've mentioned just now, this week had been a stressful week for me and i've became rather paranoid towards the people around me. Before i knew it, i found myself talking to myself from time to time and was hesitant whether to listen to others or not. Basically, i've lost myself, just like i was before. Since the start of this week, i've longed for the week to end. I'm just relieve to know that in this two days, there are people who came to me upon my call. And there are people who are willing to listen to me though i know they don't really know what i'm talking about. haha. Eitherway, i'm just grateful that i've those people around me.
|[ zofz | 10:57 PM ]|
Saturday, August 20
so long~!
its had been 1 month since i've post anything. Not that i'm bothered my the previous comments, or because i gave up on my blog, but because my keyboard had broken down hence couldn't type anything.
Today went shopping with ying yong, it was initally meant to be an innocent trip to buy some army stuff and this 12 dollar keyboard which i'm using now. It turn out eventually that i started buying softwares at challangers.... those 1 for $19, 3 for $49... Been trying to find a score writer program since the start of this year, but the nearest program i could find was the "finale" which cost $1020, and one call " music compose" cost $140. Ended up buying a learn piano one which got the bonus of able to compose my own music which cost $49. At last i can proceeed to stage to of my music composing, that is provided i got the right program.... Ended up spending $130 today. Just couldn't resist the temptation.
Today is the birthday of a friend of mine. Went to meet it few hours before I met yingyong. Didn't even say much when the phone rang and needed to rush back to help a friend of mine. In the rush, i forgot to tell it that the durian puff i gave it was meant to be its present. Ended up it being thrown away cos it thinks its rubbish. Its so lucky for me to be smart enough not to buy expensive things. But as the saying goes, its always smart to be lucky than lucky to be smart.
~!~ see~! jas and jh~! no army stuff at all.... quite a good start already... heh heh
(the followings are added on 18 sep so that less people will read this, no body with the right mind will come and read my past postings, i hope... : Sometimes i really don't understand this friend of mine, its like she had been looking forward to her birthday, everyone does, and she surely would understand that the durian puff was meant for her as its her favourite food. Really rude of her to throw away other people's gift even if its cheap. And the book i've passed to her was meant as a present as well, she loves books. Though i told her that i'm just leading her that book, it was actually meant as a gift as well. Come to think of it, i've never given any birthday present to anyone before. At most its just some discount coupons or some free items i've picked up elsewhere. I really hope that she will just keep that book as it meant alot to me. )
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