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Gliding through with eternal flame, who will keep it sane? Rooted on the ground, watching over all year round

Very tenacious and danger prone person, don't come near me, will pull you down or unfortunate events will befall, whichever is earlier.

I know what i want, has my own set of rules and tend to think 3 steps ahead. checkmate!

People say that i think simple, thats what i want them to think or perhaps whats what i am. Things tend to be simple when u have your own rules and mindset, don't you think so?

I like to get things done, and believe that the best way to do so is to do it by yourself. I only believe myself.

I perfer to think problems I encountered as a kind of game or performance, with me being the spectator asking both the players, 'what will you do?'. Things are much easier to solve if you are not involved, and the process is much more enjoyable, doesn't it?

Like maths, hate politics. Maths is the only thing that seems logical nowadays. Somesay politics is a kind of maths, mathematically speaking.

I only hesitate when i'm uncertain of being able to complete the task perfectly. And in a way, creating more problems by not trying. That is something i'm working on, hopefully.

I only hang around with people i feel comfortable with, and will not even talk to those otherwise... unless it is necessary for me to achieve my goals that is.

Someone once said,'curiosity doesn't kill the cat, boredom will'. Thats why when i feel like doing something, i'll do it, in my own pace that is.

Live dangerously with me... ...

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Monday, October 30

decision... choices choices

Been doing research for the past two days.
Its regarding my plans and schedule for the next few months.

Some of my original plans has already been scrapped.
this includes
a) going overseas: i have more important stuff to accomplish rather then going far far spending $$ and enjoying myself.

b) learning motorbike: as much as i would want to do so, i feel there is totally no point for me in learning.Moreover, there are people around me who are injured badly (my boss) or even died in a motorbike accident. So thats a nono for me.

c) learning lifesaving BM: I've no time wasting my time in a pool waiting for stuff to happen like what i've been doing for the past 1 yr. Nor i have the patience to sit on the chair giving permission to children to climb up the ladder to the water slide.

My mission now is simple, TO play with my strenght, to improve on my weakness.

Eventually i've come to a dilemma.
Do i
a) go find a part time job and to get working experience + $$. Good resume needs to have such experience one. Was thinking of doing teaching, i know that i'm a great teacher... or perhaps trying out something new...It will be fun!

Or
b) To help my father in his business. If there needs a time for me to do so, its now. Especially now he is having some problems and was vexing about it for weeks. And he has been going through this alone. But for all who know me well, will know my disliking for the business and perhaps him himself...

What will you do?

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