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Very tenacious and danger prone person, don't come near me, will pull you down or unfortunate events will befall, whichever is earlier.
I know what i want, has my own set of rules and tend to think 3 steps ahead. checkmate!
People say that i think simple, thats what i want them to think or perhaps whats what i am. Things tend to be simple when u have your own rules and mindset, don't you think so?
I like to get things done, and believe that the best way to do so is to do it by yourself. I only believe myself.
I perfer to think problems I encountered as a kind of game or performance, with me being the spectator asking both the players, 'what will you do?'. Things are much easier to solve if you are not involved, and the process is much more enjoyable, doesn't it?
Like maths, hate politics. Maths is the only thing that seems logical nowadays. Somesay politics is a kind of maths, mathematically speaking.
I only hesitate when i'm uncertain of being able to complete the task perfectly. And in a way, creating more problems by not trying. That is something i'm working on, hopefully.
I only hang around with people i feel comfortable with, and will not even talk to those otherwise... unless it is necessary for me to achieve my goals that is.
Someone once said,'curiosity doesn't kill the cat, boredom will'. Thats why when i feel like doing something, i'll do it, in my own pace that is.
Live dangerously with me... ...
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Thursday, October 26
out out OUT part2
I'm giving myself my well deserve break...
Anymore of those throwing items away like rubbish will make me cannot stand it and just give up. Its just so cruel to see myself throwing everything that are deem useless into the rubbish bags.
I happened to find stuff which i thought i've lost a few yrs back. Letters exchange from Priscilla and me during secondary school, greetings card from mdm wong and clara, 'letters' during angle and mortal during peer support camps and during jc... For sure i'm keeping them.
I found the nacil and obs cert and their notes. Kept the certs but threw away the notes. For i don't need them anymore, i'm already a leader.
Found my german file and textbooks. German was fun. For sure i'm keeping all my chinese literature books, i got a feeling that they may be useful in the future. I found my mother's biology textbook. It was in chinese. it was more then 20 yrs old. I couldn't bear to throw it away after it survive so long. But mother just came in and helped me dump it away. "I dont think we will be able to find another chinese biology textbook again' i said....
Navin replied and say i'll feel great after i've packed everything and find my room neat and tidy.
Suddenly, i found my some of my reports and essays. I din know i was a great crapper when it comes to chinese essays. It was no wonder, our teacher forced us to write thousand words essay for all. A big jump from 500 words a yr ago to 1000. Everyone was like crapping and bluffing their way through.
The peer support's "holy yellow book", i'm keeping all of them definatly. I found my script of 'vivace', the classical music competition organised by the musical gang of leonard, tuan hao, eugene, terence, jingkai and me during sec 3. I was the emcee for this event.... I missed those days when all of us gather around the piano in the grand hall every recess, Jingkai and/or eugene will start playing the piano and the rest will just play along. That was our 'holy' gathering place ... I want to hear jingkai's turish march and phantom of the opera once again.
See!! no wonder i took so long to unpack everything...
I found some projects that mother and i did during primary school. "pioneers of singapore" ,"changi airport"..etc.. It was my project, but ended up mother was doing everything. Cannot bear to throw them away, but no choice... OUt you go..
Flipped thru the school annual. Found my art piece that was published in it... i was so good then.
Going for lunch now... lets hope i can finish fast and will not be sleeping in a room with everything on the floor once again tonight...
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