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Rooted on the ground, watching over all year round
me
Very tenacious and danger prone person, don't come near me, will pull you down or unfortunate events will befall, whichever is earlier.
I know what i want, has my own set of rules and tend to think 3 steps ahead. checkmate!
People say that i think simple, thats what i want them to think or perhaps whats what i am. Things tend to be simple when u have your own rules and mindset, don't you think so?
I like to get things done, and believe that the best way to do so is to do it by yourself. I only believe myself.
I perfer to think problems I encountered as a kind of game or performance, with me being the spectator asking both the players, 'what will you do?'. Things are much easier to solve if you are not involved, and the process is much more enjoyable, doesn't it?
Like maths, hate politics. Maths is the only thing that seems logical nowadays. Somesay politics is a kind of maths, mathematically speaking.
I only hesitate when i'm uncertain of being able to complete the task perfectly. And in a way, creating more problems by not trying. That is something i'm working on, hopefully.
I only hang around with people i feel comfortable with, and will not even talk to those otherwise... unless it is necessary for me to achieve my goals that is.
Someone once said,'curiosity doesn't kill the cat, boredom will'. Thats why when i feel like doing something, i'll do it, in my own pace that is.
Live dangerously with me... ...
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Wednesday, October 25
death note
DeathNote is great!
If it was me 10 yrs ago, i will just be on the side of kira, wholeheartedly.
That was a time i wondered to myself, if i have the power to choose who will disappear from the world, who will i choose?
Everybody, i told myself, except my parents perhaps...
I was thinking wouldn't it be great that there isn't anyone else in this world to trouble you? Whats the use of having other people living in the world when they can't be your friend? even if they become your friend, they will leave you someday, so might as well let them disappear now...
The thought of me having to 'see other people's face' made me sick...
(perhaps that was why i was so interested in reading 'the curious incident of the dog in nighttime' the way the boy thinks was exactly like mine)
For me, i was an absolute individualist. I only rely on myself. My parents were the only ones in my world.
Then another thing was that, wouldn't it be easier to get things done in my own way?
something like , this guy is causing me so much trouble and suffering, just let him disappear!
Tada! and my problem is no more.
Just a typical me, who doesn't want to face the problem by wishing them to die and disappear. Guess i was cold, cruel, sadistic and last but not least weak in the past..
Nonetheless, things changed.
No one has the rights to judge if anyone deserve to die or not.
Noticed i nv use swear words like 'go and die' or something liddat. At most i'll just say "shit you".... and perhaps thats the best i can do...
who are they to determine if anyone lives or dies?
Certainly, killing criminals will make the world a better place. But its just a short cut way out. They are just another life.
Everyone has a dark past, and because of the past they are able to take a step back and shine even brighter in the future.
Its just too immature to think there is justice in taking away other people's life like that. it doesn't make sense to me.
Any further i think i can start writing my gp essay.
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