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Gliding through with eternal flame, who will keep it sane? Rooted on the ground, watching over all year round

Very tenacious and danger prone person, don't come near me, will pull you down or unfortunate events will befall, whichever is earlier.

I know what i want, has my own set of rules and tend to think 3 steps ahead. checkmate!

People say that i think simple, thats what i want them to think or perhaps whats what i am. Things tend to be simple when u have your own rules and mindset, don't you think so?

I like to get things done, and believe that the best way to do so is to do it by yourself. I only believe myself.

I perfer to think problems I encountered as a kind of game or performance, with me being the spectator asking both the players, 'what will you do?'. Things are much easier to solve if you are not involved, and the process is much more enjoyable, doesn't it?

Like maths, hate politics. Maths is the only thing that seems logical nowadays. Somesay politics is a kind of maths, mathematically speaking.

I only hesitate when i'm uncertain of being able to complete the task perfectly. And in a way, creating more problems by not trying. That is something i'm working on, hopefully.

I only hang around with people i feel comfortable with, and will not even talk to those otherwise... unless it is necessary for me to achieve my goals that is.

Someone once said,'curiosity doesn't kill the cat, boredom will'. Thats why when i feel like doing something, i'll do it, in my own pace that is.

Live dangerously with me... ...

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Sunday, October 29

reminisce

I've spent the last 5 days reminising my past. Unsealing all the worksheets, notes and textbooks, and packing everything into 25 bags of rubbish is not an easy task at all.

'Your past is what make you who you are. Because you know your past, thats why you know your future,' according to some comic i've read last yr.

There are sad people i've known that are running away from their past and hope for better future...

I've came to a conclusion of the list of things i've mess up, unable to face, unable to achieve and die die must improve on after seeing all my 'accomplishments'.

I've drove into camp yesterday night to move all my stuff back home. Chosen yesterday to do so was simply that i was able to access to the car, and there was not much people inside hence i can do it descretly. Ended up having more stuff to pack at home.

While watiing to drive father back home from toapayoh, we met a very old neighbour during the days when we lived there. AT times i wondered how my life will become if i'm still living in toapayoh. Perhaps i'll be best buddies and childhood playmates with them. Perhaps maybe jb, yc and i will be going to each other's house to study everyday. or perhaps i'll fall off the 17th floor and died yrs ago? hmm... possibilities can be endless..

I'll keep this short and simple for once...

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