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Gliding through with eternal flame, who will keep it sane? Rooted on the ground, watching over all year round

Very tenacious and danger prone person, don't come near me, will pull you down or unfortunate events will befall, whichever is earlier.

I know what i want, has my own set of rules and tend to think 3 steps ahead. checkmate!

People say that i think simple, thats what i want them to think or perhaps whats what i am. Things tend to be simple when u have your own rules and mindset, don't you think so?

I like to get things done, and believe that the best way to do so is to do it by yourself. I only believe myself.

I perfer to think problems I encountered as a kind of game or performance, with me being the spectator asking both the players, 'what will you do?'. Things are much easier to solve if you are not involved, and the process is much more enjoyable, doesn't it?

Like maths, hate politics. Maths is the only thing that seems logical nowadays. Somesay politics is a kind of maths, mathematically speaking.

I only hesitate when i'm uncertain of being able to complete the task perfectly. And in a way, creating more problems by not trying. That is something i'm working on, hopefully.

I only hang around with people i feel comfortable with, and will not even talk to those otherwise... unless it is necessary for me to achieve my goals that is.

Someone once said,'curiosity doesn't kill the cat, boredom will'. Thats why when i feel like doing something, i'll do it, in my own pace that is.

Live dangerously with me... ...

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Wednesday, August 30

sickening idiot part 2

I really dont feel like studying anymore, tts why i'm blogging once again.

There are just so many distractions. Wonder if my uni days will be like so...I know i'll be strong enough not to be distracted easily.

The entire family knew abt the lizard in the fridge thingy. No one dares to do anything abt it. Father just came back from work and he was the only one who opened and closed the fridge several times cos he doesn't know the exact location of the lizard. I stood by the door to witness the grant event.

He used a tissue and picked the body away, threw it in the bin. Without saying anything he walked slowly to the sofa and change to his channel... HE DIDNT WASH HIS HANDS!!
"I didn't even touch it! i've used tissue!" he said

I went up to mother who was resting on her bed to tell her the entire story. She started her usual complain of how father is this and that... It was around that time father came to the room, so i purposely sarcastically said loudly about him not washing his hands once again. Just as i turned by head around to look at his expression, a hand flang towards me and grabbed me tightly!

The thought of having a hand touching a dead lizard to be touching me was so disgusting that i started screaming, crouching on the bed. Then he let go and went to bathe...

The feeling and atmosphere were just like how it was before. When i was at home and everybody else is at home, laughing at the silly things i do and say... Where we purposely scare each other by leading others to witness disgusting scene of a dead lizard. Or even run around screaming and saying "EEee!!" . And seeing someone who although feels it is amusing, just refuses to laugh and the face became so weird... Then got another who kept on saying irrelavent remarks which is not at all useful..
i've really missed those days. Cos we had been quite formal for quite a long time already... ...

Its quite amazing to see how a dead lizard can spark off so much.

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