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Gliding through with eternal flame, who will keep it sane? Rooted on the ground, watching over all year round

Very tenacious and danger prone person, don't come near me, will pull you down or unfortunate events will befall, whichever is earlier.

I know what i want, has my own set of rules and tend to think 3 steps ahead. checkmate!

People say that i think simple, thats what i want them to think or perhaps whats what i am. Things tend to be simple when u have your own rules and mindset, don't you think so?

I like to get things done, and believe that the best way to do so is to do it by yourself. I only believe myself.

I perfer to think problems I encountered as a kind of game or performance, with me being the spectator asking both the players, 'what will you do?'. Things are much easier to solve if you are not involved, and the process is much more enjoyable, doesn't it?

Like maths, hate politics. Maths is the only thing that seems logical nowadays. Somesay politics is a kind of maths, mathematically speaking.

I only hesitate when i'm uncertain of being able to complete the task perfectly. And in a way, creating more problems by not trying. That is something i'm working on, hopefully.

I only hang around with people i feel comfortable with, and will not even talk to those otherwise... unless it is necessary for me to achieve my goals that is.

Someone once said,'curiosity doesn't kill the cat, boredom will'. Thats why when i feel like doing something, i'll do it, in my own pace that is.

Live dangerously with me... ...

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Sunday, August 13

catch me if you can

Catch me if you can
Been wanting to watch this movie since it showed yrs ago, but never got the chance to watch it. Even during its TV release, i didn't manage to catch it.

Rented its vcd and watched it yesterday.

There is one line mentioned which really made me wondering
"we both know that its easier to be living in a lie"

Pretending what you are not, I guess is now the modern people's intinctive behaviour to protect themselves from others...

As much as i accept myself of who i am. I do change my behaviour and actions, pretend to be stronger, weaker , more intellectual and blur to adapt to the people or situation. I call this flexible and adaptable.
This is sometime quite scary as you may just forget who you really are, and get lost in your own identity crisis.

At times i wonder, am i too adaptable to the people around? Do i compromise to their behaviour too much? is there a need for me to do so? why don't THEY be the ones to adapt to my own behaviour?
hmm...

|[ zofz | 12:07 PM ]|