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Thursday, June 15

today

Things have been moving very quickly for the past 4 days. It is only today that it seemed to be slowing down abit. Took a break by going out with sx on the afternoon. He said he wanted to buy an expensive non camera handphone to show off his wealth that he had been earning for the past few days. But i know in actual fact, he just wanted to vent his frustration by doing the thing i do best. SHOPPING! shop for expensive stuff.

Finding a expensive non camera handphone in singapore is just like searching for a lizard in my house. You know its hiding somewhere, but just can't find the exact location.

We found ourselves standing in front of tampines nokia service centre. And i did something which i long to do for a long time, to sent my phone to them to open up just to clean the inner surface of the screen. ITs simply so irritating to see those particles on the screen while messaging and there is nothing you can do to remove them. 2 hrs they said. the time they need to screw open the phone and to clean the inner surface just cos its safer to let the professional to do so. Moreover, its free since its still under warranty.

According to them, the job of screwing open the case and to clean my inner screen surface and screw it back again will cost $26 if not under warrantly... Suddenly felt like going back there again tml to let them clean.

During the next two hrs, we went billy boomers! i guess it is his first time going to such places to spent so much on food in a small group.

I feel that i can really be sx personal consultant. From what i know, sx has been becoming paranoid with everyone around him. He felt as if everyone around him is going against him and is trying to harm him.
Is there a scientific name to this? hmm..
Already he is having interrupted sleep, waking up almost immediately upon the slightest movement in the room.
He keep things to himself.
He KEEPS on saying that people around him are trying to harm him.
I tried to convince him that thats not the case.
I've used up all my persuasion techniques.
He still believes that people are trying to harm him...
...or should i say he is trying to push the blame on others for the work he is doing ?
Money is his only friend.
He is one of those people who will really do something horrible to himself if his money is being stolen or lost.

Or have i used the wrong technique? eg
For people who are depress and sad, i would normally try to devert their attention by saying things that are candid, flippant and simple. Distract them from their problems for a second or two.
For people who are angry, i would just pretend i'm listening to them then they will just talk talk and talk of their problem which normally the case that they are always in the right and dont make sense, but deep down they know its part of their fault as well.
For people who thinks the whole world is arrowing him? i really don't know...

It saddens me when people i tried to help became something i cant even recognise.

Another person i'm worried abt is gr, a classmate of mine in jc. He was lonely, i was the only person who is willing to talk to him. I can really brag that i am his only friend then.
reading his blog www.lightstar86.blogspot.com made me wonder why i wasn't able to give him more help when he really needed it, but then i myself was already in a battle then..

how how how?

|[ zofz | 7:22 PM ]|