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Gliding through with eternal flame, who will keep it sane?
Rooted on the ground, watching over all year round
me
Very tenacious and danger prone person, don't come near me, will pull you down or unfortunate events will befall, whichever is earlier.
I know what i want, has my own set of rules and tend to think 3 steps ahead. checkmate!
People say that i think simple, thats what i want them to think or perhaps whats what i am. Things tend to be simple when u have your own rules and mindset, don't you think so?
I like to get things done, and believe that the best way to do so is to do it by yourself. I only believe myself.
I perfer to think problems I encountered as a kind of game or performance, with me being the spectator asking both the players, 'what will you do?'. Things are much easier to solve if you are not involved, and the process is much more enjoyable, doesn't it?
Like maths, hate politics. Maths is the only thing that seems logical nowadays. Somesay politics is a kind of maths, mathematically speaking.
I only hesitate when i'm uncertain of being able to complete the task perfectly. And in a way, creating more problems by not trying. That is something i'm working on, hopefully.
I only hang around with people i feel comfortable with, and will not even talk to those otherwise... unless it is necessary for me to achieve my goals that is.
Someone once said,'curiosity doesn't kill the cat, boredom will'. Thats why when i feel like doing something, i'll do it, in my own pace that is.
Live dangerously with me... ...
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Friday, May 26
stop me if you can
I found my previous post was badly written. This always happens when i have so much ideas inside that i need to squeeze them out. It was like alot (and i mean ALOT) of thoughts started flowing as i was listening to what the historian said. Before i realised it, everything is squashed and packed together. Being too engross in spilling everything out, the phrasing, structure and needless to say the grammar had gone haywire.
I will assume that normal people will not be able to understand a badly written post that contains complex thoughts so i've decided to type out this post in this style.
First thing first, i didn't mention what religion i was refering to, interpretation is up to one's own guilt or experience. So yah, hate me.
Perhaps why i say what i've said was due to my own personality. I've mentioned to several people before (i think)that 'i will not allow anyone to hold me back or to keep me in, i do what i want, stop me if you can.'
I hate to be contained, doesn't everybody feel so?
I just want to choose what i believe in.
As mentioned on the left abt myself, i have my own set of rules and way.
Somesay that i'm stubborn, i'll say i'm strong willed. Stop me if you can.
I rmb there was once i posted up a survey that philosophy was top of the list on what i major in. I think too much, so much that it is beyond normal people understanding. Everytime people asked me why i do things in such a way, i will be too lazy to explain.
cos explain already, they wouldn't be able to digest, even if they digest also will not understand, even if they understand they will also not able to execute.. so might as well..
anyway, woke up early morning at 6am, went out to drive until 840 liddat. I found myself being less reckless in driving. Hard to imagine how i was speeding on the road during my first few lessons cos it was simply so easy. My orignial plan was to go out the entire day but no one seems to reply so i got home and slept till afternoon. It started raining the entire day, played the senseless game of maple to waste my day away... ... nonetheless, tml will be interesting...
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