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Friday, May 12

myself

I find myself being less of a critic. I rmb how i use to analyse people from head to toe and judged them accordingly, i'm not doing so now.

I'm still strong willed. People say i'm just stubborn. Theres nothing wrong with that i hope. Someday, my will will be so strong that it can defeat any weapons...

As much as i don't want to admit, there are still some part of me being a perfectionist. Perfectionist are never happy people. I'm glad i'm not so perfect.

I realised that i've been sharing my problems more often. It is only when u really accept that as a problem that you are willing to share it. Whereas, it is only with courage that u can accept problems.

I can cry anytime now. But the thing is, i cant really find things that can make me cry now.

I want to complete my book. I want to run. I want to get it over and done with. I like hello panda, prawns, apple pies.... basically anything that is edible (according to zw)
I enjoy myself. I'm tired. The more tired i am, the more i know that i've lived. I need to know, i'm just curious. The only thing that can really kill me is boredorm.
I like people who are interesting. Everyone of my friends are all interesting people. I love people who are unique. Nope, not 3 eyes and 2 nose. I feel like playing mah jong and chess.
I feel that i can do anything.
I like water sports, i want to get my 3 star cert.
I used to hate cars, they are a problem, i'm accepting them just like how i'm accepting things that i use to hate and fear.
I'm not accepting lizards and crocks.
I am learning dancing. i'm a good dancer. Dance with me.
I believe that there is a god, but they are just there to create soul and to watch over them, that is the only thing that they can do, the rest is up to us.
At times i wondered if i'll be able to see an alien today. I'm looking forward to see them someday. Mermaids are not real, but i still envy them. For, I love the water. please don't drag me down or hold me back, i'll run through you if there is a need so. People say i'm optimistic about my bubbly world, i say its is simply so exciting. I'm forced to grow up. Please don't force me to do anything else. For me, i don't believe in zodiac or horoscope. I don't need words from unknown source to decide the colour of my shirt or who i'm going out with today. I do things with my gut feeling, feelings right i'm ready to go. I never regret.


I am myself, me and only me...

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