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Gliding through with eternal flame, who will keep it sane?
Rooted on the ground, watching over all year round
me
Very tenacious and danger prone person, don't come near me, will pull you down or unfortunate events will befall, whichever is earlier.
I know what i want, has my own set of rules and tend to think 3 steps ahead. checkmate!
People say that i think simple, thats what i want them to think or perhaps whats what i am. Things tend to be simple when u have your own rules and mindset, don't you think so?
I like to get things done, and believe that the best way to do so is to do it by yourself. I only believe myself.
I perfer to think problems I encountered as a kind of game or performance, with me being the spectator asking both the players, 'what will you do?'. Things are much easier to solve if you are not involved, and the process is much more enjoyable, doesn't it?
Like maths, hate politics. Maths is the only thing that seems logical nowadays. Somesay politics is a kind of maths, mathematically speaking.
I only hesitate when i'm uncertain of being able to complete the task perfectly. And in a way, creating more problems by not trying. That is something i'm working on, hopefully.
I only hang around with people i feel comfortable with, and will not even talk to those otherwise... unless it is necessary for me to achieve my goals that is.
Someone once said,'curiosity doesn't kill the cat, boredom will'. Thats why when i feel like doing something, i'll do it, in my own pace that is.
Live dangerously with me... ...
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Sunday, June 11
horrible horrible me
currently, though i'm at home, i'm using my sister laptop to type this blog.
why?
in exactly 1 hr ago, mother successfully destroyed the pc. It involved alot of throwing, tossing and slamming.
Obvious scratches were seen on the monitor screen Thought there were no other external wound, i believed that there is sever internal problem. For the past 1 hr, i've been trying to troubleshoot but it is of no use.
The poor air con remote control that just so happened to be lying on the computer table was not spared, with one of its battery missing and its cover flew to the other part of the room.
In short, she was trying to show that she was angry.
If it was me in the past, i would have given 1001 reasons to show that it is not my fault. It doesn't even concern me in the first place...
Nonetheless, the fact that she can get angry proved that i am still flawed. And i know it deep down what is it. Perhaps, i would say, that is my last and only and deadly flaw that i couldn't be bothered to change for as long as i can remember.
There are friends i know whose parents have died. They ended up spending the rest of their live missing them, thinking abt them, regreting for the things they said or not said to them. People don't appreicate things around them until something happens.
I am always proud to say it out loud that i've never regreted anything in my life, but then if i not doing anything about it now perhaps i would be just like them in the future.
its my fault, i will change. I promise
Once i've change, i believe i'll be flawless already.... i hope.. Those around me will be happy..
'May my promise reach out to the universe'
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