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Gliding through with eternal flame, who will keep it sane? Rooted on the ground, watching over all year round

Very tenacious and danger prone person, don't come near me, will pull you down or unfortunate events will befall, whichever is earlier.

I know what i want, has my own set of rules and tend to think 3 steps ahead. checkmate!

People say that i think simple, thats what i want them to think or perhaps whats what i am. Things tend to be simple when u have your own rules and mindset, don't you think so?

I like to get things done, and believe that the best way to do so is to do it by yourself. I only believe myself.

I perfer to think problems I encountered as a kind of game or performance, with me being the spectator asking both the players, 'what will you do?'. Things are much easier to solve if you are not involved, and the process is much more enjoyable, doesn't it?

Like maths, hate politics. Maths is the only thing that seems logical nowadays. Somesay politics is a kind of maths, mathematically speaking.

I only hesitate when i'm uncertain of being able to complete the task perfectly. And in a way, creating more problems by not trying. That is something i'm working on, hopefully.

I only hang around with people i feel comfortable with, and will not even talk to those otherwise... unless it is necessary for me to achieve my goals that is.

Someone once said,'curiosity doesn't kill the cat, boredom will'. Thats why when i feel like doing something, i'll do it, in my own pace that is.

Live dangerously with me... ...

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Sunday, March 26

Let the smoke from the incense bring up your thoughts

It has been 15 yrs since my grandfather (father side) died. In line with the qing ming period, we went down to pray.

Once again i looked at his photo. He just look so cool. Nonetheless, I don't know how i shld feel. There are only a few memories i have of him. Superman lantern with purple hair, kites, bananas, swings and conversation in dialect i had with him (i vaguely rmb that i can speak dialect when i was young). There are so many questions i wanted to ask him...

Will be going down to malaysia to pray grandmother (father side) next week. It has been more than half a century since she died. At times i wondered, if she was able to live just a little longer, maybe 10 yrs or so, how much will my father character will change?
My mother always reasoned that it was because his mother died when he was very young that lead to how he behave today. Is it a good thing>? That set me off thinking of serveral other things and people... ...

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