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Gliding through with eternal flame, who will keep it sane? Rooted on the ground, watching over all year round

Very tenacious and danger prone person, don't come near me, will pull you down or unfortunate events will befall, whichever is earlier.

I know what i want, has my own set of rules and tend to think 3 steps ahead. checkmate!

People say that i think simple, thats what i want them to think or perhaps whats what i am. Things tend to be simple when u have your own rules and mindset, don't you think so?

I like to get things done, and believe that the best way to do so is to do it by yourself. I only believe myself.

I perfer to think problems I encountered as a kind of game or performance, with me being the spectator asking both the players, 'what will you do?'. Things are much easier to solve if you are not involved, and the process is much more enjoyable, doesn't it?

Like maths, hate politics. Maths is the only thing that seems logical nowadays. Somesay politics is a kind of maths, mathematically speaking.

I only hesitate when i'm uncertain of being able to complete the task perfectly. And in a way, creating more problems by not trying. That is something i'm working on, hopefully.

I only hang around with people i feel comfortable with, and will not even talk to those otherwise... unless it is necessary for me to achieve my goals that is.

Someone once said,'curiosity doesn't kill the cat, boredom will'. Thats why when i feel like doing something, i'll do it, in my own pace that is.

Live dangerously with me... ...

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Saturday, February 25

last thursday

My 'marathon' was supposed to end last thursday. i was planning to take off that day and friday and have a super long weekend to rest at last.

It was around 11am then while i was in my office preparing to consume lunch and go for off when my 24/7 operational ready phone rang. Everything changes. For the next few hrs, my phone kept on ringing and ringing and ringing, all from various personel in my unit. It was so scary. All of a sudden, i found myself running from one end of the camp to the other settling various issues or shld i say preparing for issues that will be coming.

It was around 3pm that i at last can take a breather and i sat in my office. At that time, all 3 of my medics and yk was there. It was at that moment, my phone rang again. Instinctively, i picked up the phone during its first vibration, even before my phone had the chance to make noise. Its another of the call that need me to settle something personally. Just as i thought my day can be any worst, i kept my phone in my pocket, only to realise that i missed and it dropped onto the floor.
All of them looked at me, and i quickly picked it up. Nothing seemed wrong with the phone, hence i bragged,'my phone wouldn't spoil that easily'
It was then i took another look at my phone. The ghostly zhenzhi wallpaper i set started fading away slowly. it became darker and darker and the screen went blank, the process took around 10secs.

For the rest of the day, i was totally crippled.

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