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Gliding through with eternal flame, who will keep it sane? Rooted on the ground, watching over all year round

Very tenacious and danger prone person, don't come near me, will pull you down or unfortunate events will befall, whichever is earlier.

I know what i want, has my own set of rules and tend to think 3 steps ahead. checkmate!

People say that i think simple, thats what i want them to think or perhaps whats what i am. Things tend to be simple when u have your own rules and mindset, don't you think so?

I like to get things done, and believe that the best way to do so is to do it by yourself. I only believe myself.

I perfer to think problems I encountered as a kind of game or performance, with me being the spectator asking both the players, 'what will you do?'. Things are much easier to solve if you are not involved, and the process is much more enjoyable, doesn't it?

Like maths, hate politics. Maths is the only thing that seems logical nowadays. Somesay politics is a kind of maths, mathematically speaking.

I only hesitate when i'm uncertain of being able to complete the task perfectly. And in a way, creating more problems by not trying. That is something i'm working on, hopefully.

I only hang around with people i feel comfortable with, and will not even talk to those otherwise... unless it is necessary for me to achieve my goals that is.

Someone once said,'curiosity doesn't kill the cat, boredom will'. Thats why when i feel like doing something, i'll do it, in my own pace that is.

Live dangerously with me... ...

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Thursday, March 16

ghost

The 930 news showed a report regarding a case occured last yr regarding the couple found dead in the car at a carpark at choa chu kang.
I was having my driving lessons few weeks ago at that particular carpark when the guiding pole mysteriously toppled down. It was most prob due to the strong wind,but since we were in the car, it seemed to us that a strange force pushed the pole down one by one.

It was then my instructor asked,'Are you afraid of ghost?'

I was driving in the carpark when he asked me that question. The question took me by surprise and suddenly many thoughts came to my mind. My braked for a few second just to think.

The question has double meaning. Literal: are you afraid of ghost?
hidden meaning: do you believe in ghost?

Since you need to believe in ghost in order to be afraid of them. I was stunted due to the hidden meaning. For a second, my mind was analysing "what is a ghost?"
Honestly, it had been quite sometime since i've stopped to think (or to be afraid) of such things. Just like an old friend you met along the street that u need to stop to recall his or her name.

Once my mind registered what is a ghost, i start to process 'am i afraid of ghost?'.
I'm more afraid of things that was happening right before me than to be that i've yet to see.

The fear i had few weeks ago still persist. just that i'm already numbed by it. I'm doing things very slowly recently, like a zombie.. ... fear...

|[ zofz | 10:03 PM ]|