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Gliding through with eternal flame, who will keep it sane? Rooted on the ground, watching over all year round

Very tenacious and danger prone person, don't come near me, will pull you down or unfortunate events will befall, whichever is earlier.

I know what i want, has my own set of rules and tend to think 3 steps ahead. checkmate!

People say that i think simple, thats what i want them to think or perhaps whats what i am. Things tend to be simple when u have your own rules and mindset, don't you think so?

I like to get things done, and believe that the best way to do so is to do it by yourself. I only believe myself.

I perfer to think problems I encountered as a kind of game or performance, with me being the spectator asking both the players, 'what will you do?'. Things are much easier to solve if you are not involved, and the process is much more enjoyable, doesn't it?

Like maths, hate politics. Maths is the only thing that seems logical nowadays. Somesay politics is a kind of maths, mathematically speaking.

I only hesitate when i'm uncertain of being able to complete the task perfectly. And in a way, creating more problems by not trying. That is something i'm working on, hopefully.

I only hang around with people i feel comfortable with, and will not even talk to those otherwise... unless it is necessary for me to achieve my goals that is.

Someone once said,'curiosity doesn't kill the cat, boredom will'. Thats why when i feel like doing something, i'll do it, in my own pace that is.

Live dangerously with me... ...

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Sunday, January 29

unhappy people are always lucky

'unhappy people are always lucky'
this is the phrase that popped out from my mind since beginning of the week.
Perhaps i'm just trying to make myself happier.

For once i've accepted the fact that i'm sad, something that i never admit before. And that was why i've been doing what i've been doing for the entire week. One unhappy person in this world is enough and let it be me... ... maybe i'm doing so just to make me feel better ba.

After becoming the one i've always hate, i guess i'm starting to understand why my father behave in that way. I'm slowly accepting the things he is doing. You can never hate yourself, i think.
He didn't comment much for the things i've done for him during the past few weeks. Either way i'm doing it willingly, for he needed my help and there are things that only i can do for him.

Our family gathered at The Shop once again during this eve. It is a yearly thing in which all of us after completing our morning events all over singapore, would meet over there. This meeting wasn't as joyous as before... the only one who is happy i would say is my brother who i don't think knows our situation well... or is he doing what i've always been doing in the past?

For me, if i can't go agaist sadness, i'll join it and change it from inside.

Haaven been sleeping well for last week as well. i'll be sleeping thoughout cny...

|[ zofz | 12:44 AM ]|