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Very tenacious and danger prone person, don't come near me, will pull you down or unfortunate events will befall, whichever is earlier.
I know what i want, has my own set of rules and tend to think 3 steps ahead. checkmate!
People say that i think simple, thats what i want them to think or perhaps whats what i am. Things tend to be simple when u have your own rules and mindset, don't you think so?
I like to get things done, and believe that the best way to do so is to do it by yourself. I only believe myself.
I perfer to think problems I encountered as a kind of game or performance, with me being the spectator asking both the players, 'what will you do?'. Things are much easier to solve if you are not involved, and the process is much more enjoyable, doesn't it?
Like maths, hate politics. Maths is the only thing that seems logical nowadays. Somesay politics is a kind of maths, mathematically speaking.
I only hesitate when i'm uncertain of being able to complete the task perfectly. And in a way, creating more problems by not trying. That is something i'm working on, hopefully.
I only hang around with people i feel comfortable with, and will not even talk to those otherwise... unless it is necessary for me to achieve my goals that is.
Someone once said,'curiosity doesn't kill the cat, boredom will'. Thats why when i feel like doing something, i'll do it, in my own pace that is.
Live dangerously with me... ...
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Friday, January 13
random thoughts
Always have some random thoughts throughout the week, and for that i've mentally written down some post and intend to type them down upon me coming back home. It is so much to the extent that at times i forgotten ive even typed them out or not.
One of those thoughts is the one i had last wed.
1) I've learnt the ganesha is good at judging character of people perhaps as good as good, if not better. Just as i was on guard with someone we have, ganesha was already warning me to be careful of this particular person. For me, people who i judged as 'not good', i would not bother to even talk to them. For this person he was not easy to the extent that i've decided to talk to him, and even told him some things about myself, which i've never shared with anyone in the army. Hopefully he'll understand that i'm not easy as i wanted everyone to think.
This one has been in my mind for quiet sometime liaoz.
2) There are 2 things i've been doing for the past few months which i've kept almost everyone around me in the dark. one Of which, only my friends from ajc knows. The second is really a secret, no one knows. Certainly, there are people who are already suspicious of what i've been doing as i've left tell tale signs unknowingly. Till the time comes, but for now i'm not ready to share.
last night
3) Chit chat with my new medic yg, find out that he is really interesting. Wondered if all medics are like that. Nonetheless, there is something about him that is not right, but just couldn't pin point what is it. I'm going to try out something to test him out, lets hope i'm wrong about this this time.
4) have not been eating dinner and breakfast for the past week. First time in my life having gastic pains. It was even worst today for i didn't have lunch... ... too busy with everything... ... i think i'll eat till i turn purple during this weekend, replenish what is lost.
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