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Gliding through with eternal flame, who will keep it sane? Rooted on the ground, watching over all year round

Very tenacious and danger prone person, don't come near me, will pull you down or unfortunate events will befall, whichever is earlier.

I know what i want, has my own set of rules and tend to think 3 steps ahead. checkmate!

People say that i think simple, thats what i want them to think or perhaps whats what i am. Things tend to be simple when u have your own rules and mindset, don't you think so?

I like to get things done, and believe that the best way to do so is to do it by yourself. I only believe myself.

I perfer to think problems I encountered as a kind of game or performance, with me being the spectator asking both the players, 'what will you do?'. Things are much easier to solve if you are not involved, and the process is much more enjoyable, doesn't it?

Like maths, hate politics. Maths is the only thing that seems logical nowadays. Somesay politics is a kind of maths, mathematically speaking.

I only hesitate when i'm uncertain of being able to complete the task perfectly. And in a way, creating more problems by not trying. That is something i'm working on, hopefully.

I only hang around with people i feel comfortable with, and will not even talk to those otherwise... unless it is necessary for me to achieve my goals that is.

Someone once said,'curiosity doesn't kill the cat, boredom will'. Thats why when i feel like doing something, i'll do it, in my own pace that is.

Live dangerously with me... ...

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Saturday, December 10

antisocial

Ask me why was i doing in fabian's house.
I was invited there because it was his birthday. We didn't really sing any song or cut any cakes, no presents too.
It is something like national day when the istana is opened to public to have a look.

For the past 1 month, i guess i'm being antisocial. Can't be bothered to wish my friend happy birthday, nor calling them to say hi or gossip. This was simply because if i do so, most prob we will go out, and if we go out we will spend. And i know myself, if i spend i will really spend.

The only few person i went out with are my juniors whom invited me to go kayaking after his o levels which i can't possibly refuse, and the other time with bz. Bz and i were buying bags, and i supposed i really irritated her by my neverending comments on everything is so ex. I haggled for few mins just to lower the price of the bag by $1. We bought student meal at mac for just $4.
Met with jb, during my offical visit to his camp and treat him a can drink, thats the only thing i can give for his birthday i guess.

Just want to say that i'm really trying to save up. Worst come to worst i'll start a Tengda Support fund and u will see me ringing a bell outside shopping centres with a pot.

To all my fans. pls don't hate me for pushing you all out of my life. I'll hate myself even more if i ended up borrowing $$ from you all in the future.

|[ zofz | 8:34 PM ]|