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Gliding through with eternal flame, who will keep it sane? Rooted on the ground, watching over all year round

Very tenacious and danger prone person, don't come near me, will pull you down or unfortunate events will befall, whichever is earlier.

I know what i want, has my own set of rules and tend to think 3 steps ahead. checkmate!

People say that i think simple, thats what i want them to think or perhaps whats what i am. Things tend to be simple when u have your own rules and mindset, don't you think so?

I like to get things done, and believe that the best way to do so is to do it by yourself. I only believe myself.

I perfer to think problems I encountered as a kind of game or performance, with me being the spectator asking both the players, 'what will you do?'. Things are much easier to solve if you are not involved, and the process is much more enjoyable, doesn't it?

Like maths, hate politics. Maths is the only thing that seems logical nowadays. Somesay politics is a kind of maths, mathematically speaking.

I only hesitate when i'm uncertain of being able to complete the task perfectly. And in a way, creating more problems by not trying. That is something i'm working on, hopefully.

I only hang around with people i feel comfortable with, and will not even talk to those otherwise... unless it is necessary for me to achieve my goals that is.

Someone once said,'curiosity doesn't kill the cat, boredom will'. Thats why when i feel like doing something, i'll do it, in my own pace that is.

Live dangerously with me... ...

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Sunday, December 4

wedding dinner

10 mins after the jog, i went for a wedding dinner of a distant relative whom i forgotten their names already. They are so distant that i don't know how they are related to me. To me, it is just another wedding dinner, but i know to them it is a day that changes their lives.

I always dislike having a party or celebration at night. It never fails to give me the uneasiness and unhappiness. The feeling is like once the celebration ends tonight, everything will end. Perhaps it was the disgust of people waiting impatiently for the function to end quicky so that they can go home to sleep that gave me the dislike. I just don't like having happy events to be held at night. I never fail to avoid such functions as much as i can.

Owl teacher from mshs once told us that she found something very weird in our chinese custom. For chinese happy things like wedding dinner, we all like to celebrate it in an enclosed secluded area at night; while sad things like a funeral, we like to make it so big by playing percussions and make a parade out of it. Compare to the malays, weddings should be like them, held in the open during the day, playing drums so that the whole neighbourhood will know of the joyful occasion; whereas funeral they bury quitely at night.

I wonder how will it be like if someone has a wedding lunch instead. I think i will enjoy the lunch more. It will be fun.

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