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Gliding through with eternal flame, who will keep it sane? Rooted on the ground, watching over all year round

Very tenacious and danger prone person, don't come near me, will pull you down or unfortunate events will befall, whichever is earlier.

I know what i want, has my own set of rules and tend to think 3 steps ahead. checkmate!

People say that i think simple, thats what i want them to think or perhaps whats what i am. Things tend to be simple when u have your own rules and mindset, don't you think so?

I like to get things done, and believe that the best way to do so is to do it by yourself. I only believe myself.

I perfer to think problems I encountered as a kind of game or performance, with me being the spectator asking both the players, 'what will you do?'. Things are much easier to solve if you are not involved, and the process is much more enjoyable, doesn't it?

Like maths, hate politics. Maths is the only thing that seems logical nowadays. Somesay politics is a kind of maths, mathematically speaking.

I only hesitate when i'm uncertain of being able to complete the task perfectly. And in a way, creating more problems by not trying. That is something i'm working on, hopefully.

I only hang around with people i feel comfortable with, and will not even talk to those otherwise... unless it is necessary for me to achieve my goals that is.

Someone once said,'curiosity doesn't kill the cat, boredom will'. Thats why when i feel like doing something, i'll do it, in my own pace that is.

Live dangerously with me... ...

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Friday, November 25

medic problems

Went out running with my medic. I was running at my worst condition as i ran 5 km earlier on. Ended up we were running at the same pace. That was the first time he really shared his personal life and problems with me. Everything seemed to make sense.

Why he was so hesitant to go out with me to either watch movie or eat dinner, why he prefered to go back home everyday, why... (there are some stuff i don't want to reveal cos it involves things that may led him into trouble, afterall this is a public blog)

He is saving up for his university education. Mechanical Engineering, my third choice for subjects. He is all alone for this path. From the things he had done to do so, i can conclude one thing-- he is desperate.

I always thought that he was joking whenever he asked around if anyone wanted to rent a room in his place. I always thought he is playing hard to get when i tried to pull him to go out with me.
The thing is, there is nothing i can do to help him... ...

The other problem he is facing is that he had been "eaten". Eaten to do more work than other medic. I had wondered how come he was always the one who have been doing the admin work like clearing the rubbish, drawing the keys. He gets things done, perhaps that was why others "choosen" him. But the thing is, they are suppose to rotate the job,yet it had been him all these while that is doing all the work.
Then he also told me of the people whom 瀵逛��璧� him during his stay. Well substantiate. I also experience it myself.

While he was sharing his problems, he was unconsciously changing his rage into power. And he actually ran faster and faster everytime he stopped talking to catch his breath. If he mantain that speed, he can confirm get gold for his fitness test.

I promised myself i'll help him in anyway i can... ... i will

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