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Gliding through with eternal flame, who will keep it sane? Rooted on the ground, watching over all year round

Very tenacious and danger prone person, don't come near me, will pull you down or unfortunate events will befall, whichever is earlier.

I know what i want, has my own set of rules and tend to think 3 steps ahead. checkmate!

People say that i think simple, thats what i want them to think or perhaps whats what i am. Things tend to be simple when u have your own rules and mindset, don't you think so?

I like to get things done, and believe that the best way to do so is to do it by yourself. I only believe myself.

I perfer to think problems I encountered as a kind of game or performance, with me being the spectator asking both the players, 'what will you do?'. Things are much easier to solve if you are not involved, and the process is much more enjoyable, doesn't it?

Like maths, hate politics. Maths is the only thing that seems logical nowadays. Somesay politics is a kind of maths, mathematically speaking.

I only hesitate when i'm uncertain of being able to complete the task perfectly. And in a way, creating more problems by not trying. That is something i'm working on, hopefully.

I only hang around with people i feel comfortable with, and will not even talk to those otherwise... unless it is necessary for me to achieve my goals that is.

Someone once said,'curiosity doesn't kill the cat, boredom will'. Thats why when i feel like doing something, i'll do it, in my own pace that is.

Live dangerously with me... ...

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Sunday, December 4

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Don't know why, of no reason i felt so emotionaly unstable for the whole of today.
Perhaps i was awaken by my boss's call, then i couldn't say out my normal loud greeting of "hello" to start the day off as i always do. Got a coughing fit after i say "hel..". Or perhaps mother, strangely, was still sleeping in her room at 2pm today.

It feels as though the entire whole is going against me. Most of the time, i will just get into qurrel with others, with the urge to vent all my frustration on someone using violent acts. Today, though i almost got into a qurrel by throwing temper, i managed to keep it under control in a way that no one else knew that i could be very hostle today. Back in njc, i always contained such emotion by telling my classmates to attack me. My friends from china like wy, bk, zy never failed to be the ones i approached. Yes, call me a sadist. But i will feel calm whenever i fight with someone or someone attacked me. It remains me that i'm alive because of the pain.

Went out to tour agency to confirm the tickets to our trip to AUSTRILA~!

Yes. The country that i've been telling everyone that i'm looking forward to go for the past few years. In normal days, i will certainly be so excited about the trip that i'll ask the agency tonnes of questions till they drop. Nevertheless, i kept quiet throughout the entire thing. Mother and sister were the one who did all the talking.

Why has it to be on this day? don't like it... ...

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