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Gliding through with eternal flame, who will keep it sane? Rooted on the ground, watching over all year round

Very tenacious and danger prone person, don't come near me, will pull you down or unfortunate events will befall, whichever is earlier.

I know what i want, has my own set of rules and tend to think 3 steps ahead. checkmate!

People say that i think simple, thats what i want them to think or perhaps whats what i am. Things tend to be simple when u have your own rules and mindset, don't you think so?

I like to get things done, and believe that the best way to do so is to do it by yourself. I only believe myself.

I perfer to think problems I encountered as a kind of game or performance, with me being the spectator asking both the players, 'what will you do?'. Things are much easier to solve if you are not involved, and the process is much more enjoyable, doesn't it?

Like maths, hate politics. Maths is the only thing that seems logical nowadays. Somesay politics is a kind of maths, mathematically speaking.

I only hesitate when i'm uncertain of being able to complete the task perfectly. And in a way, creating more problems by not trying. That is something i'm working on, hopefully.

I only hang around with people i feel comfortable with, and will not even talk to those otherwise... unless it is necessary for me to achieve my goals that is.

Someone once said,'curiosity doesn't kill the cat, boredom will'. Thats why when i feel like doing something, i'll do it, in my own pace that is.

Live dangerously with me... ...

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Wednesday, September 27

'A' always come before 'B'

I'm always proud of my name for it starts with 'A'.
IT will mean that i'll always be first on the list and be the number 1!

Maybe its coincidence that my junior's name starts with 'B'. Then i can keep on saying that i'm always better cos 'A' always come before 'B'!

For the past two days i think i've expect him to perform too much. In fact i was just trying my best to duplicate another 'me'. I guess i was too hard on him. Despite of the similarties we may have, i'm still unqiue and special, there are just no way that i can 100% train another one to become as good as i am... (erm... haha.. yah! )

My goal and dreams are different from normal people. That was why i've been trying so hard.
I can't give up, i want to shine brighter than any other star.

Sprained my leg yesterday during squash. It was so scary to hear the loud 'crack' sound at that instant and everything just went down... i almost cried.... it was just so painful.
Instead of going back home or going to see a doctor, i did what i always do. Pretend nothing had happened. I promised myself on monday (during the horrible day) that i'll be back to my spirited self on tuesday! I wouldn't allow myself to be bogged down by such pain.

Went back camp and used my medicated oil to massage. i didn't know i'm so rough when i massage others. The swelling was just like orange and i 'easily' massaged it back to normal size.

Actually, another reason why i head back camp despite the injuries is that i promised boss i'll teach him as much as i can. At times it really disappoints me to see him getting tired so easily. It is just so unlike me. People who gets tired and give up easily doesn't shine as bright, i guess.

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