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Gliding through with eternal flame, who will keep it sane? Rooted on the ground, watching over all year round

Very tenacious and danger prone person, don't come near me, will pull you down or unfortunate events will befall, whichever is earlier.

I know what i want, has my own set of rules and tend to think 3 steps ahead. checkmate!

People say that i think simple, thats what i want them to think or perhaps whats what i am. Things tend to be simple when u have your own rules and mindset, don't you think so?

I like to get things done, and believe that the best way to do so is to do it by yourself. I only believe myself.

I perfer to think problems I encountered as a kind of game or performance, with me being the spectator asking both the players, 'what will you do?'. Things are much easier to solve if you are not involved, and the process is much more enjoyable, doesn't it?

Like maths, hate politics. Maths is the only thing that seems logical nowadays. Somesay politics is a kind of maths, mathematically speaking.

I only hesitate when i'm uncertain of being able to complete the task perfectly. And in a way, creating more problems by not trying. That is something i'm working on, hopefully.

I only hang around with people i feel comfortable with, and will not even talk to those otherwise... unless it is necessary for me to achieve my goals that is.

Someone once said,'curiosity doesn't kill the cat, boredom will'. Thats why when i feel like doing something, i'll do it, in my own pace that is.

Live dangerously with me... ...

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Friday, September 22

benn Seah

Notice i never mentioned any names in my blog before due to several reasons.

But for once i wanted to just shout out these names:

Benn SEAH
Teow Yue HAN
Joseph YAP
Jun LianG

These people will be taking over us from now on.

Particularly, BEnn SeaH who will be my direct junior. He will take over all my resposibility. And be warn, it will not be easy.

I feel as is i'm back in secondary school again when i have juniors under me. Peer support, NPCC, student councillor, chinese orchestra...Even though i'm starting to forget their faces and names, but they are always something that i can be pround of and they hence became my own moral support.
For all i know, i'm back to my old indiviualistic self. In which 'those that are under me i'll make sure its the best, those belong to others i'll not care abt them' It reminds me of the similiarities between me and alice teo who always says,"you not going to be under me, i teach you for what?"

Mr benn seah is the last person i got to know among all the people from his batch. And for that, i got the hint that we share many similiarities.
And upon knowing more abt him, it really made me wonder if he is just a replica of me.
Because of that, i'm worried.... ...

I know myself. For my personality, i can go this far is mainly because i've been through worst. For him, i don't know if he has been through the experience. In any case that he doesn't, he must be prepared for the worst to come.

I couldn't help it but to worry for him.

That was why instead of addressing by his name, i called him 'AYE'.
I tried my best not to smile and be at my sternest tone when talking to him.
I threw him down the well to let him climb out himself (not literally )
I kept on emphasizing that there are just too many things for him to learn
And warned him that 'if you don't want to learn, jolly well tell me. I'll just leave you alone for you to mess things up"
I said indirectly to his face that "i never considered him as my understudy"

All in all, i threated him indifferently. Mean to him as well. I think i'll go on like this for the next 2 weeks or so ba.

my dear ignorant juniors ah, when can you ever understand of the importance of my work? When can you just come to me and say that you are willing to learn everything from me?

|[ zofz | 10:55 PM ]|