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Gliding through with eternal flame, who will keep it sane?
Rooted on the ground, watching over all year round
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Very tenacious and danger prone person, don't come near me, will pull you down or unfortunate events will befall, whichever is earlier.
I know what i want, has my own set of rules and tend to think 3 steps ahead. checkmate!
People say that i think simple, thats what i want them to think or perhaps whats what i am. Things tend to be simple when u have your own rules and mindset, don't you think so?
I like to get things done, and believe that the best way to do so is to do it by yourself. I only believe myself.
I perfer to think problems I encountered as a kind of game or performance, with me being the spectator asking both the players, 'what will you do?'. Things are much easier to solve if you are not involved, and the process is much more enjoyable, doesn't it?
Like maths, hate politics. Maths is the only thing that seems logical nowadays. Somesay politics is a kind of maths, mathematically speaking.
I only hesitate when i'm uncertain of being able to complete the task perfectly. And in a way, creating more problems by not trying. That is something i'm working on, hopefully.
I only hang around with people i feel comfortable with, and will not even talk to those otherwise... unless it is necessary for me to achieve my goals that is.
Someone once said,'curiosity doesn't kill the cat, boredom will'. Thats why when i feel like doing something, i'll do it, in my own pace that is.
Live dangerously with me... ...
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Thursday, September 7
Fullmoon...
"The moon doesn't shine by itself, it needs the support of those around it to make it shine even brighter..."
At times i'm surprised to know who many people are there to support me. It is to the extent that i need to go abt doing my usual reverse psychology stuff of telling everyone, "To all my fans! thank you for your support!" to make them less supportive and normal.
Tml will be a very important day for me. I need all the support i can get from everybody, its a battle that i can only fight alone.
I need to maintain this feeling of being invincible more than ever...
i went out with nicholas, my peer support junior last sunday. Coincidentally, he bought me something from india...
tada!!
Its a blessed something from india! There are packets of envelop...blue white red, yellow.. According to him, They contain some seed herbs which are blessed. I need to put it in my mouth and feel the taste until the taste disappear inwhich i can swollow.
Then the cloth which winds around it? its a necklance like thing, it is to be worn around the neck when i'm feeling down... It have a accuminative effect of 2hrs, after which i need to hang it on a vegetation so that the vegetation can receiving the blessing as well!
You really need the right kind of person to make your day once in a while...
I've spent a few mins of my time today to wonder who are those people who had helped me through. Too many i would say. They are just like the passing wind, before u realised that they are making ur day, they are already gone... You don't even rmb that they existed in the first place...
I always bragged that i'm very lucky. Its not that luck is always by your side, but its just that you need to feel that whatever is happening to you is something good. No matter how worst the situation is, i'll take it positively and continue move on, with a Smile of cos... Its something i'm getting good at during these 2 yrs. As long as your mindset is right, i'm always lucky anywhere...
Once u feel lucky, you will be so.... Its never the other way round.. just like anything else.
ps... this is to remind myself to eat the herb to receive the blessing tml... TD! JiaYou....
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