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Sunday, July 2

so many things too little time

i can't believe my 200th post was abt that hp which failed me once again... but then maybe i've been too rough on it, things tend to spoil easily with me around, rmbing the doors and equipment in my unit...

I'm now summarizing the things i've done this whole week, cos its really too pack and yesterday night and now was the only time i have to type this...

1) went out with jy last wed. I hinted to almost everyone i know abt my birthday, and apparently she is nice enough to buy me something, so there i was! We watched superman, the sneak preview. I found it very nice, and very typical superman show. I really like the feeling it gave abt how he came back after so many years and see how things and feeling changes.

It reminded me of chinese literature where the poet wrote abt how people changed yet the scenary reminds the same. It gave the feeling of void and emptiness... don't know how to describe.

2) gave the present i bought for zw and sx last wed and thru respectivly, for they are leaving me for good.
SX was in a bad mood when i gave him the present and thus he declined.
"Give to someone else" he said, trying to vent his frustration.
With that, i threw the present to the rubbish bin and told him in my usual tone, "This present if meant for you, if you dont accept it there is no point keeping or giving it to other people"

We went out at night to settle the things which troubled him.

For the last time during the journey, i've told him every wisdom i have been trying to tell him all these months. And this time, i really forced him to listen.

And i hope... ...

The present disappeared from the bin the next day, probably he took it back, i think.

3) Termites ! lizards! earthworms! disgusting!!
Was doing unit maintance day last friday. We were clearing the area when we found the above! IT was horrible!! we used thinner to try to burn all the termites to death!! Playing with fire can be so much fun!

4)Singing with ck during my duty at cityhall there last sat. Ck said that that was his first time singing... Actually i forced him to sing along with me... haha...
"you shouldn't follow the style of the singer, you shld sing with your own style!"
great advice from someone who never sing before, dont you think...

We sang and sang...

5) paintball!!
fun! exciting! Expensive! painful! Ouch!!

Paintball with ydc people this morning. Got several bruises and my hand bleed due to the impact... ouch... really wanted to share how this paintball is all abt but i really got no time..

6) went out with jc this afternoon. She was my jc gp groupmate. We never seen each other for more than 1 yr. Was rather suspicious why she was so on in going out... If i'm not wrong, she was just trying to maintain her social circle so it would be useful in the future.

It has been a very insightful experience with her today. Unlike my normal impression on her in the past (she's a retainee), she has a goal. And that really made one a very different person.

I have my own goal which i dont really share with people, or shld i say don't feel like sharing for all these while the people around me are living aimlessly. People are just looking forward to ord, and thinking their life is a waste in army. Seriously if jy is reading this i tink she will faint for the grammar errors and expressions, urgh. Anyway, she reminded me how impt is it to have a goal. Compare to hers, my goal is rather hazy and shattered, hers is solidified...

7) my boss kept on teasing me! He knows i'm always speechless for the complex surprising comments he gives! i think he really enjoys it! hmmpf!!

8) Few more days to my birthday. Pls let me be rebellious, irresponsible, willful, be coy, pure, inconsiderate and throw some tantrums for a little bit more.... just a while more will do.... just a bit more...

|[ zofz | 9:44 PM ]|