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Gliding through with eternal flame, who will keep it sane? Rooted on the ground, watching over all year round

me

Very tenacious and danger prone person, don't come near me, will pull you down or unfortunate events will befall, whichever is earlier.

I know what i want, has my own set of rules and tend to think 3 steps ahead. checkmate!

People say that i think simple, thats what i want them to think or perhaps whats what i am. Things tend to be simple when u have your own rules and mindset, don't you think so?

I like to get things done, and believe that the best way to do so is to do it by yourself. I only believe myself.

I perfer to think problems I encountered as a kind of game or performance, with me being the spectator asking both the players, 'what will you do?'. Things are much easier to solve if you are not involved, and the process is much more enjoyable, doesn't it?

Like maths, hate politics. Maths is the only thing that seems logical nowadays. Somesay politics is a kind of maths, mathematically speaking.

I only hesitate when i'm uncertain of being able to complete the task perfectly. And in a way, creating more problems by not trying. That is something i'm working on, hopefully.

I only hang around with people i feel comfortable with, and will not even talk to those otherwise... unless it is necessary for me to achieve my goals that is.

Someone once said,'curiosity doesn't kill the cat, boredom will'. Thats why when i feel like doing something, i'll do it, in my own pace that is.

Live dangerously with me... ...

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    Sunday, April 16


    courage


    In many cartoons i watched when i was very young, they always potray the typical scene of a supporter telling the hero (who is about to die) to have courage to continue fighting the enermies. To me then, courage is just to carry on fighting. In short, so long as you can fight you have courage.

    It was yrs later i realised that courage is not just about being brave to fight against others. It is more to that.

    To defeat yourself. 'Courage is to being able to defeat yourself, to fight the part of ourself which we hate' i thought. I've spent around 2 yrs doing so. Stalemate i must say. Its not before long that i found myself wasting my life away, in a way i've lost...

    To defeat yourself is to know the way, its not courage.

    Not long after, i realised.

    Real courage is all about being able to face yourself.

    Soon, i found myself having the strength to do anything,
    having the feeling that i can do anything now.

    That is why i'm not scared of doing anything anymore.

    This is the moment that i feel like crying and smiling at the same time.
    The feeling to face myself to tell myself, "you can cry now" or "you can smile all you want"

    There is a name for this moment,


    the name is courage.


    have courage


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