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Very tenacious and danger prone person, don't come near me, will pull you down or unfortunate events will befall, whichever is earlier.
I know what i want, has my own set of rules and tend to think 3 steps ahead. checkmate!
People say that i think simple, thats what i want them to think or perhaps whats what i am. Things tend to be simple when u have your own rules and mindset, don't you think so?
I like to get things done, and believe that the best way to do so is to do it by yourself. I only believe myself.
I perfer to think problems I encountered as a kind of game or performance, with me being the spectator asking both the players, 'what will you do?'. Things are much easier to solve if you are not involved, and the process is much more enjoyable, doesn't it?
Like maths, hate politics. Maths is the only thing that seems logical nowadays. Somesay politics is a kind of maths, mathematically speaking.
I only hesitate when i'm uncertain of being able to complete the task perfectly. And in a way, creating more problems by not trying. That is something i'm working on, hopefully.
I only hang around with people i feel comfortable with, and will not even talk to those otherwise... unless it is necessary for me to achieve my goals that is.
Someone once said,'curiosity doesn't kill the cat, boredom will'. Thats why when i feel like doing something, i'll do it, in my own pace that is.
Live dangerously with me... ...
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Friday, April 14
Good Friday surprises
Today is good friday, a day i'm intending to stay at home the entire day and not to be bothered by things from elsewhere. The time now is 12pm exactly.
For the past 12 hrs I've been receiving phone calls and messages from people i've never expected to hear from, news i'm not expecting and at awkward times.
time:0035 hrs From: Ganesha Mode: phone call
he called at this hour. On normal days i would have been asleep, but i was on the comp when he called. He sounded different, sounded horrible. Why? troubled with his love life. Apparently he is into a relationship which will not work out. In terms of character wise, religion and motive... in all aspect. It really amused me to see how a few months old relationship can make someone like him to become so miserable. Perhaps, unlike me, he already put in all his effort into it, plunged into it i must say. His time and money. And when things start to backfired, he became hesitant to continue or to stop. He blamed me that i cannot be a good psychologist to make him feel better. Hey! i'm already running short of ideas to make him feel better after chatting with him for 1 hr!! haiz.. As much as i admired him for daring to love and hate, i still think its a right thing for me to hold back , at least until after army. I don't want to be in his shoes. Till then, all my fans do wait for me... haha
Time:0846 hrs From: nick (my boss) mode:2 x sms + phone call which i didn't pick up
Awaken by his sms. Saw his name on the sms and thought its something regarding the camp that require my expertise. I continue reading. "help me buy 4d...." i was like -_- and -_-## upon seeing the first sentence. He woke me up on GOOD FRIDAY so that i can buy 4D for him??!
The numbers and bets he made added up to $56. Adding up with the winning ticket i bought for him yesterday for $14 (out of my own pocket first). The total is $70, the amount of winnings he should be getting. So basically, he used all his winnings from previous day to bet on more...
The rate of me winning for him is like 3 out of 5 times. Thats why he prefers me to help him buy. Perhaps 4d and toto are the only topics me and my this boss can talk abt.
Time: 1100 From:yk Mode:sms
He forwarded a sms to me. "... course mate father... murdered overseas... wake tonight.." (some details are censored to protect identity) I suddenly felt numbed. I started to count the number of friends whom parents had already died, and the wakes i've went for them. Felt so uncomfortable, decided not to go for it.
I can start to make statistic i think, so far all my friend's father who died were unnatural while mothers where all due to illness. It reminded me of a friend who wanted her father dead... ... But will anyone be happy? hmm..
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