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Gliding through with eternal flame, who will keep it sane? Rooted on the ground, watching over all year round

Very tenacious and danger prone person, don't come near me, will pull you down or unfortunate events will befall, whichever is earlier.

I know what i want, has my own set of rules and tend to think 3 steps ahead. checkmate!

People say that i think simple, thats what i want them to think or perhaps whats what i am. Things tend to be simple when u have your own rules and mindset, don't you think so?

I like to get things done, and believe that the best way to do so is to do it by yourself. I only believe myself.

I perfer to think problems I encountered as a kind of game or performance, with me being the spectator asking both the players, 'what will you do?'. Things are much easier to solve if you are not involved, and the process is much more enjoyable, doesn't it?

Like maths, hate politics. Maths is the only thing that seems logical nowadays. Somesay politics is a kind of maths, mathematically speaking.

I only hesitate when i'm uncertain of being able to complete the task perfectly. And in a way, creating more problems by not trying. That is something i'm working on, hopefully.

I only hang around with people i feel comfortable with, and will not even talk to those otherwise... unless it is necessary for me to achieve my goals that is.

Someone once said,'curiosity doesn't kill the cat, boredom will'. Thats why when i feel like doing something, i'll do it, in my own pace that is.

Live dangerously with me... ...

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Tuesday, November 8

vision

Can't sleep well for the past two days. (sun and monday) Then kept on having funny dreams for consective two days.

Sun: Went to camp at 1045pm and tried to sleep at 11pm. Ended up tossing and turning throughout. And even if i feel asleep, it was those 10 sec type and i regained consciousness almost immediately. Finally being able to sleep at 1am, my boss called my hp at 1.10am to ask me abt squash.... yah, i got my retribution. It took me about another hour or so to fall asleep once again. That was when the weird dream came.

Dreamt that someone very important and close to me died. Then we rode on a paper boat across a lake to do the prayers. (She always told us to spread her ashes into the river when she died).
*Scene change*. I was then walking on a road then i kept on crying and crying and crying. For those who don't know me well, i've not cried for more then 10 yrs. Then whenever i saw someone on the road looking at me, tears will just flow and flow and flow...
When i woke up, my left eye was aching till even now...

Monday: knew that i did not have enough sleep, hence slept at 11pm. Though conscious, i forced myself not to move and to sleep. That was when i fell into a trance state. My eyes were close and my mind is semi awake. I was able to hear those who were talking around me, but it was like in a dreamy state.

This time, i dreamt that i was laughing and laughing and laughing. Just because i went shopping with another someone (not as important and as close). We were commenting on some sliming device (those tied around the waist and it will vibrate to shake away fats) and the salesgirl was so jealous about my waist. The other someone said something about 15-15-15, while i said 15-25-15. Then we all went on laughing and laughing and laughing.

I know a vision when i see one. just hope its not some premonition or something bad... ...

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